5 weeks!

Tomorrow is the 5 week mark! While I do eventually want to take belly pictures, I won't for now until I get my first ultrasound (May 1st is SOOO far away!). So far I'm feeling the same, I could be having some pregnancy symptoms but I've had similar symptoms when not pregnant so I'm not really sure if these are true symptoms. The spotting for the most part has stopped. I mostly notice it when I wipe (and I hold my breath everytime I go to the bathroom for fear of seeing blood!). For sure I have sore bb's when something is pressed against it, kind of gassy at times, tired at times, tearing up at really random stories, etc. Alot of these seem like they can be coincidence too. I'm trying to still consider the possibility that this pregnancy might not last. I don't want to get my hopes up until I see an ultrasound and hear the heartbeat. But at the same time fearing a miscarriage is causing me to stress out so I try not to think about that either! I'm constantly praying to God for comfort and peace no matter what happens. I pray for this little eggroll to grow up strong and healthy but at the same time I pray that God's will be done that if He wants to take our little eggroll away to be with Him that I would be okay with it. What a rollercoaster of emotions! I get this weird nervous feeling everytime I think about the baby or the pregnancy. Kind of like butterflies. I've read online (btw, google is like the best and worst invention ever. esp during pregnancy!!) that nervous butterfly feeling can actually be a pregnancy symptom! Well I read that one lady knew she was pregnant whenever she had that feeling. So I'm hoping that's a good sign. 3 more weeks to go till we see the little eggroll!

For now a picture of Kody!